I've decided to maybe get back to using my Xanga more often... It's just crazy as to how much history it has (like, what, almost five years' worth?) and you know, as long as this damn site is still up, I think I want to keep blogging here. I've posted here more than I have ever (or ever will) write in a physical journal... Sucks for me though, if I lose all these memories. I've decided to just post daily, if at all possible. Maybe it'll help me in a bit of ways. Especially since I (think) still have "friends" who still check out my Xanga from time to time. Which is nice, especially when I hear from Jonas. =) Well, today I tried mastering the whole "sleeping the day away", which wound up meaning "sleeping until about 1 something PM" and somehow I still felt crappy. For the past couple of years (and still) I've been paranoid about someone yelling at me for sleeping an entire day away. Kinda like how I was up in New York one summer and I'd sleep until about 5 or so and just be up the rest of the night. That doesn't sound unhealthy, at all. But I digress; I really need to stop sleeping in, period. I've always felt like I've been wasting my life away sleeping through an entire morning. =/ Anime Expo is coming up, and I should be excited for it. I kind of am, but I guess I'm just real worried about the drama that could or will ensue. I may not even stay the entire weekend (I'm already getting a free badge + room), and I'm getting my rebate check ($300 worth! Woot) on Saturday. So if anything, I'll spend the week hanging out with friends, going to some panels, and watching some anime. Then come Saturday and/or Sunday, maybe just go shopping in the dealer's room to my heart's content then go back home. Because honestly, there really isn't anything else there for me. I want to go there for myself and just have a good time to "get away from it all", but the stress of him being there is just a bit too much for me to bear, especially since he'll be with his new girl. Not really in the mood for that, no thank you. Anyway, I'm supposed to be leaving Wednesday evening, maybe Thursday afternoon. I'd rather be getting lost driving in LA during the daytime than night time. Depending on who's around by Thursday and if navigation is (fairly) easy at the convention center (where I won't get jacked up) I'll probably just go exploring or something. Why the hell not?