For the past four years my family have been having to tolerate (somewhat) of my little brother's actions. His many drug abuses, alcoholism, among many other factors. And I am beginning to realize that I think I am gradually becoming mentally unstable. Nothing psychotic like schizophrenia or anything of the like. Or maybe I'm just really depressed or possibly bipolar. Because the shit I've been causing, the emotions and mental capacity I've been feeling; that these can't be really actions of a "normal" person. I really feel the need to somehow see a psychologist that could maybe give me some answers. Because I definitely have problems; and I doubt that anyone, even friends and family, can help me with that. Sadly enough, it feels like my family has the issue of my brother's drug and alcohol abuse and a mentally unstable daughter.