Okay, typing up this entry at a place withOUT the interweb, so I'm going to copy and paste when I DO get on the interweb, Rofl. I already feel uncomfortable as it is typing this shiz here. I feel like being all secretive and stuff. D:

Well the con thus far has been fairly interesting. Got into Richmond around 5'ish and Matt and Sonya came by to pick me up from PJ's. Hung around at the con for a bit, then went swimming in this nice warm pool. xD; It was awesome. :D We made a couple of new "friends" - but you know how cons go - you meet people, then you'll never see them again, Rofl. Then I managed to get my shat out of Matt's car, and goofed on my lappingtop for a bit until Steven finally came and we got into a bit of an argument and eventually talked (in private, of course. :D) The guy I was sitting with, I think anyway, told Sonya that an "angry Wolfwood" stole me away, Rofl. At first I thought Steven cut and dyed his hair, but it turned out that he was wearing a wig. It actually didn't look that bad on him, Rofl. Ugh.

Afterward, when we finally finished talking, Cliff took me and Sonya, along with Tim and Katie back to their apartment (which is nice, by the way - they just need more furniture. xP) Ugh. I just felt poopy the rest of the night. And Katie's constant, hysterical laughter is so effin' annoying, that I just want to... cut her jugglar (just a bit. D:) I've been feeling kind of lonely ever since we came to the apartment. Between Tim and his dumb girlfriend and my encountering with Steven and all... I just feel really sad and peeved at the same time. I may not feel the same as I did for Tim, but, I don't know what it is. I haven't really spoken more than two sentences to the guy. And I think he's catching on the fact that I don't really want to acknowledge him right now, Lol. I mean, there's nothing between us anymore (and probably never will be), but, it just makes me feel like shit being around those two. I feel lonely. Because I want to be around the person that *I* like... Because I miss him. Had this not been so unexpected, we could have made plans ahead of time and he could have came with me. Then I start to feel even more lonely because... I don't know. Because maybe I am not entirely sure about a lot of things, now? I feel so happy, yet, so down at the same time. I guess I am just a bit depressed just at the fact that I want to be with somebody. And seeing Tim with Katie, it makes me want to go back home. Or to just get away. It's not that I am jealous of Katie (no chance in hella hell D:<) or because of the fact that Tim has a girlfriend; it's just I want to be with that "special somebody", even though... arghles. I can't finish that sentence, Lol.

I just want someone to call my own. ._.