Ugh, so much damn drama.

With the shit blowing up with Jared and Sam, I admit, I'm glad Jared's finally opening up. But that's all I'm going to say about that subject. I've got my own problems to worry about. Now I just need to wait for Lindsey to open up to Danielle, Lol.

Surprised to see that Steven actually IM'd me last night. It was a decent conversation... it ended with us feeling uber tired, though. Interesting - I had a dream the night before involving him finding me somewhere and wound up getting a letter from him after he threw it in the trash for me to get. Talk about reminiscing old memories. I guess it's a start to have him unblock me from AIM... just wish he did it for my main screen name too, Lol. If this is truly a step toward mending the friendship I've missed for so long, then I plan on taking baby steps. Last thing I want to do is rush into this. Again.

Dawid has been going through some shit as of late with Stephen and his girlfriend. I wish he didn't take it so hard... it's like he's turning into somthing he's done. Then again, I'm a bit clueless as to how he's truly feeling now, since I haven't spoken to him for about two days... No e-mails, no messages of any kind. I'm starting to worry - especially since I left him on a bad note. Ugh.

Still looking for other jobs... Put in a bajillion applications and no calls. Mom wakes up with a random ass attitude and almost puts me into her mood.

Can't wait until I get paid, though. I'll finally be able to start saving money.