Somehow I feel uncomfortable at work, now. It's different, now that it's gone under new management. And it's going to take me hella forever to warm up to these people. But, oh well. I plan on getting a better job at Carmike. I get to wear that dinky suit, but I'll at least be around people I'm sure that I can get along with.

Been listening to a lot of Weezer lately... I can relate to a lot of their music. I went on a download frenzy with their songs today. Bleh. Here's my lyrics for tonight.


Yesterday I went outside
With my momma's mason jar
Caught a lovely butterfly
When I woke up today
Looked in on my fairy pet
She had withered all away
No more sighing in her breast

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
Everytime I pin down what I think I want, it slips away
The ghost slips away.

Smell you on my hand for days
I can't wash away your scent
If I'm a dog then you're a bitch
I guess you're as real as me
Maybe I can live with that
Maybe I need fantasy
Life of chasing butterfly

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
Everytime I pin down what I think I want, it slips away
The ghost slips away.

I told you I would return
When the robin makes his nest
But I ain't never coming back
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry