I just realized that I'm the type of person who can't stand being alone.

I always need someone to come with me somewhere. To do something with me. I love having company - certain company - to be around with. Not just random people, but I guess, people close to me. And when I'm turned down when I offer something to do, I sort of hurt. But then I remind myself that they have their own plans and their own lives to attend to, and I can't whine and complain and stand in the way of that. So I learn to get over it. Last thing I want is to command and force people to do things with me that they don't want to do. I don't want my presence to be less enjoyable.