Welp, back again and I finished posting in Gary and Bunsie Boy's journal (I still remember j00r SW username! XP). I finished off four commissions last night, and I have about three more to go. After that, I think I'll start another art auction and get some quick Golds so I can complete me and Ryit's quest. But that's just Gaia talk. 

I really do heart this portrait I did though:



So right now I'm sort of suffering. Alex is blasting his damn music in his room and it sounds like some shitty car is starting up in his own room. Last night we were talking about this chick named 'Kittie' at our school. And I told him about how she's all like, 'OMG, ALEX IS SO HOT. I WOULD SO FUCK HIM!' 7_7; Scary thing is, I can imitate her voice almost exactly. So that was his ego booster for the day.

Just die in a plane crash, Alex. Nobody will notice. Honest.

I got paid on Thursday. And now that I have money - No longer gets allowance. - -___- I want to get out of this house, grab some Krystal's, and go to the mall and play DDR, or something. Steven got a job at GameStop. So it would be nice to stop by and see him, too. It sucks not having a car - I could save up, but I don't have the capability to save up my money. It's always SPEND, SPEND, SPEND.

Almost got into a food fight on Thursday, too. I was throwing chicken nugget things at Joseph and when I pegged him, he threw it back. Then I threw it back, and he just stands up and squeezes a bottle of tea (with just a bit of it left.) Fucking dumb ass - he gets all pissed and doesn't go along with it. - Joseph-Ranting-Mode. - I swear, the fucker tries too hard to be 'cool.' Or one of us for that matter. He thinks the highest form of an insult is 'faggot' or 'gaywad' or something. Tries to tell us he smokes once in a while, and gets grounded for sneaking into mother's alcohol cabinent. He's not getting anywhere.

Well my house is freezing. 7_7 And it has been looking very shatty outside. :| And I've been in my room since Friday (stayed out of school) with nothing to do. I want to get my check cashed. 7_7 I think I'm starting to repeat myself, lol.

I've been thinkin' a lot lately. About relationships and the like. To be honest, I really don't know what I want. I've already struck a few crushes/love interests - but I don't know how long those will last. Maybe I'm just better off alone.