Compared to this person, I feel like as if I'm some sort of 'newbie.' To him, I feel like some retarded airhead that I can't even stand talking to even to this day. I wish I knew more about this guy and who he really was. Whether he were just a fake or if he were real at all. It had only been about four to five conversations he and I have had until this one finally ended it. Would it be our last? I'm not sure. And being as gullible as I am, and too trusting as a matter of fact, maybe this man was as real as he said he was:


GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Hah! 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Long time no speaky! 
Kenshiro 199X: Hello.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Hiya. :D 
Kenshiro 199X: How are you?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Bah. Our house is only separated by a drive way with this other house, and the guys living in the house next door are cranking their music. And it's making me... erm... irrate. Rofl. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Crampy. :\ 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: And it's not my menstrual cycle, either. ROFL. Or however it's spelt. 
Kenshiro 199X: Are you actually laughing or is that a defense mechanism?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Yeah, I just laughed. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Or. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Just a slight chuckle, or something. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Anyway, different subject. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Doing anything aWeSoMe for Halloweenie? :D? 
Kenshiro 199X: Hard to believe I'm already bored.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Awesome. 
Kenshiro 199X: No, I don't celebrate Halloween.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Ah, okay. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: I think I'm at least going to dress as an old school ghost. 
Kenshiro 199X: If you believe that boring me is "awesome," why do you Instant Message me?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: lol, I was being sarcastic. 
Kenshiro 199X: I wasn't.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: I know. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: o_O 
Kenshiro 199X: Well, are you going to answer the question?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: I instant messaged you because I haven't spoken to you in a bit? :D? 
Kenshiro 199X: I'm curious, why are you interested in talking to me?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Actually, I don't even know that myself. I guess because I find having a conversation with a male more interesting than with a female. And as apathetic as you may seem, eh, I just feel like I want to keep on talkin'. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Which reminds me of Jeff, because he seems to be that way, too. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: But if you would really want me to stop talking to you, then just say so. 
Kenshiro 199X: If you are talking to me because you have nothing better to do, stop. If you are talking to me because you enjoy my company, continue.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Well I was leaning forward to your second option... 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Make that 'toward'. o__O 
Kenshiro 199X: Leaning toward isn't good enough for me. If you don't have the courage to express your feelings leave. I have no interest in evasive people.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Okay, so I do! I wasn't meaning to be evasive. In fact, I was also wanting to IM you to ask you to critique my new art, if you wanted to. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: To see what you thought of it... and all... 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: I guess. 
Kenshiro 199X: I would like to see it very much.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Yeh~! :D! 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: <3 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: I'm updating my dA, so I'll finish that up and send over the URL. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Have you ever been to deviantART? 
Kenshiro 199X: No, I don't look at other people's art unless I have a specific interest in that person.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Ah, okay. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Well I'm usually on that site off and on. Only recently I've really gotten into it. 
Kenshiro 199X: Should I still be waiting?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Almost finished~! 
Kenshiro 199X: I don't even know your name. The only thing I'm sure of is that you are very beautiful.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Wow, really? I thought you knew it? 
Kenshiro 199X: No, I don't.
Kenshiro 199X: And, you're welcome.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: I hate it when people do that. 
Kenshiro 199X: I hate it when people fail to acknowledge a compliment.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: And thank you. Sorry for having my self-esteem get in the way. >_> 
Kenshiro 199X: I have no idea what that means.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Because when you go through years of torment based on your looks, you're not really used to having people tell you that. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: And my name is Rhiannon. 
Kenshiro 199X: You use emoticons, I don't. Don't use them to try and express some sort of emotion.
Kenshiro 199X: I apologize, you told me your name before.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: I know, I know, I'm trying to stop that. 
Kenshiro 199X: I also remember that you assumed that I would pronounce it correctly.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: If I were to ever hear you say it, yes. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Okay. Uploading this last picture, and I'll be finished. 
Kenshiro 199X: You will have to forgive me. I'm sick...sometimes my brain malfunctions.
Kenshiro 199X: Your pictures are unavailable to view. I would like to see them again. Is that possible?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: It would require me sending them to you through email. 
Kenshiro 199X: That is fine.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Alroighty. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: And http://yanxie.deviantart.com/ here it is. 
Kenshiro 199X: They are very good.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Heh, thanks. 
Kenshiro 199X: You're welcome.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Trying to stay consisten with my Featured art, though. 
Kenshiro 199X: May I see your pictures again?
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Sure. 
Kenshiro 199X: Thank you.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: No problemo. 
Kenshiro 199X: Be quick, I'm dying.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Rushing, rushing. 
Kenshiro 199X: You must think that I am joking.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: And I'm rushing. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Sent, sent, sent. 
Kenshiro 199X: Thank you.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Welcome. 
Kenshiro 199X: You are...exceptionally beautiful.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Thank you. 
Kenshiro 199X: Well, I thought I should do at least one good deed before I leave this earth.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Why do you want to leave?
Kenshiro 199X: I am alone and unhappy.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: And there's no, possible way for you to change that? 
Kenshiro 199X: But, I do not wish to burden a young soul with my troubles.
Kenshiro 199X: No one has ever changed it and I believe now that no one ever will.
Kenshiro 199X: I apologize, but I must leave my house before I lose consciousness. I don't want my family to find the body.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: ... 
Kenshiro 199X: I enjoyed your company, Rhiannon. You are very talented and I can tell that you are a special girl. Don't give that away to an undeserving person.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: ...I don't see why you would spend your remaining minutes talking to some net girl. 
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: But thank you for doing so, nonetheless... 
Kenshiro 199X: You are the only one who talks to me. If heaven does exist and I'm able to go there, I hope the angel's face looks like yours.
Kenshiro 199X: Goodbye, Rhiannon.
GlowNtheDrkNINJA: Goodbye... 
Kenshiro 199X signed off at 7:33 PM