[rant mode]

Omeffin'God. It's strange how the tables have turned and oddly enough, have changed quite quickly. I remember back just before school started, PJ claimed to be in love with me. Things were well, I guess. He wasn't like a cocky ass hat like he is now. Rather, I'm like another idiot that he just pushes off to the side. And when did this happen? When he started dating Sonya.

Now, now, don't get me wrong. No, I am not jealous. There isn't anything to jealous over. And anyway, I already have an interest, and rather, this is just a rant to get off my chest. Sonya gets the idea that because I got peeved because PJ starts acting like a dick (from just a quick conversation, but by the way he was responding with five-minute delays with 'what' and 'noob'). I told Sonya that I'll just forget about ever speaking with him, and here she goes, having the nerve to say something along the lines of, 'Well PJ's not obsessed with you anymore, and that's why you didn't get to see the real him, because he was so obsessed.' - Wtf?

I know I'm making a big deal out of a simple IM conversation. But journals are for stupid, pointless rants, which journals are generally like people who can't say shit back, especially when it's offensive, Rofl.

Which is a good thing.

And since you're reading this Kehvo, I must say, that PJ used to loath Sonya. And I like(d) her. I don't know, she just seems to bother me when she randomly IM's me with some retarded message. Or even a comment that gets on my nerve.

She makes me out to be jealous, but that's not the case. I'm just. Effin'. Pissed. I could honestly care less of what PJ thinks of me now or feels about me. Because I know he doesn't feel the same anymore, which is just. Grand.

I hate attention whores, I hate preppies who claim you have an 'attitude.' 

I hate stupid people who throw shit at you when you're trying to draw a God damn good picture (has yet to happen to me, by the way. LOL.)

I hate people who assume things.

I hate hypocrites.

I hate Bush.

I hate the war.

I'm for abortion.

I can't stand Christians - especially the hypocritical ones.

I hate Tim for not telling me how he really feels, and just feeds me the bullshit that stuck to the bottom of his heel.

I hate to be disappointed.

I hated getting depressed last night.

I hate not admitting how I really feel.

I hate not knowing what I really want.

I hate being alone.

I hate this STUPID Windows Automatic Updates Restart/Or not to restart? pop-up. I DON'T WANT TO FRIGGIN' RESTART!

And I also hate leaving emo-esque posts such as this in my journal.

BOO YAH!

[/rant mode]