Saturday, October 23, 2004

I dunno, after reading Gary's postage stamp, I suddenly feel like I'm going into my rant mode. Rofl. And No Doubt is making a good job of making it better. XD Because speaking of stupid girls, I just feel like talking about stupid men/boys.

(Holy shit, I have five new Gaia PM's. X_X)

So anyway, this is suddenly making me think about Tim. Which he'll most likely never read my journal, lol. I'm thinking back into the past, and well, I feel kind of stupid. And smart, at the same time, I guess. The stupid part would probably consist of assuming. Which is one thing I hate about a human's characteristic is assumption, and here I am being hypocritical, lol. Yeah, I'm a hypocrite that hates hypocrites~!

Tim and I were supposed to wait for each other until next year, I'm guessing, around the time when the AMA5 rolls around. But I know that's not happening. He and I have such a dysfunctional effin' relationship that nothing will work out between us. He sees me as immature, but he was no room to speak. Considering how he's treating the people around him and how he seems to be cutting ropes from his friends in Richmond (as far as I can tell, he hardly speaks to them anymore :|) and especially me, who lives in shatty Bristol. Just a perfect example would be of me calling him not too long ago, probably a little over three, four weeks ago? When I called him, he was at work, telling me that he'll call me back. Guess what. He never calls back.

No surprise.

Either he's expecting me to, but if he wanted to at least have a five-minute conversation with me, he would pick up his broken fingers and dial an effin' number. But, no. Rather, I don't hear from him again, as if he never had existed. For all I care, he could have another girlfriend right now, and he's trying to avoid me. Because I've already told him about Mark, dunno if I told hiim about you, Kehvo. But he probably thinks I have a 'special someone', now.

But, whatever. I'm over him, I just felt like making a daily rant out to him. He can have fun with that if he ever reads this. Because I'm sure it doesn't make any damn sense. Lol.

As for other news, I was just commissioned on Gaia to do a portrait. XP I'm getting paid an Emo Bag, which is really nice, since those things are up to the 23k+ Golds. Weeeewwt. My art makes girls spooge their panties. XP I'm also working on another peice of art, but eh, I'm stuck with the arm. ._. I think I'm just going to go with the flow, not caring if the arms/hands/fingers look dysfunctional, Rofl.

Well Linds and I just got back from seeing the Grudge. Have you seen it yet? Don't. Because it really sucked. Sure, it had its, 'OMGWTF!' parts. But that's the only good thing. The expressions and effects were great, as were some of the scenes and characters. It was also nice how it took place in Japan with a 85% Japanese cast. That was pretty much only the good shat. The latter parts of it were either rip-off's, cheesy cliche's, or just generally sucked. I just can't wait to see the Ring Two. Omfg, that movie is going to pwn. Is already pwned all the other previes. God, there are already rip-off's of They and Darkness Falls. Christ, it's like, the movie directors suddenly think, 'Hey, I can make a better version of that movie! I think I'll redo it with some added features! Yay and stuff!' 

Blow it out your asses.

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