Right now, I feel kinda awkward.

To be honest, I can't really even find one thing that's wrong with my life (except for maybe the fact that I still have yet to get paid from work an I'm broke, and the fact that I am still job searching for another job and need to go to school... XD).

I'm so glad that I can finally drive on my own now with my own car. This opens up a whole new world for me to experience. Because of my car, I feel like I can just.. leave when I'm not happy. I can drive somewhere, and if I have the money, maybe even get a hotel for a day or two. This means I can hang out with my friends a little more than usual, and even do more things with them. I plan on doing a lot of shit with Linds, rather than having us sitting around on our computers all day when I stay over. We can eat out, go to movies, go shopping and maybe even road trip a little bit together. Not only Linds, but I can also meet some of my other friends that I can now see that I couldn't before - like maybe finally hanging out with P-Chan (because I miss him so ;_;), Jared (I have to keep practicing driving to JC!), hang out with Tory more and randomly come to his house and steal him away (:P), and maybe, if I can some time, try driving to Richmond to be with my friends up there, as well (apparently I am missed... ^_^;) I'm just really, really grateful for this car that I have. And I want to take advantage of it at every chance I get.

That's a good thing.

It feels my mum and I are on good terms, for now. I hate it when people are mad at me, especially mom.

Been feeling weird about Steven, though. Which is prolly what's been bringing me down as of late. I don't want to be around him anymore. Because the last couple of times that I have, I just get this eerie feeling like I'm not wanted/needed and he's better off without me hanging around him, anyway. He's got his own life, now - school, work, and a loving girlfriend. Prolly something that I can't ever be. So I'm just going to distance myself until I see fit.

Dawid seems to have a poopy birthday. I know the feeling. My 18th was rather crap. I could name off some other people who are in the club.

I also feel I can't open up to Tory about some things, now. He keeps reassuring me that he blurted out a few things that weren't meant to be told and that it won't happen again. But I want to prevent future slip-ups and just not open up to him about certain things. I can trust him, sure. But with things that go on between us and my view points on certain people, I'm just going to keep my mouth shut. Because the person he apparently opened up to probably doesn't understand the phrase, "there are two sides to every story." I know when I'm not liked, so I'm not going to tolerate anymore bullshit than I have to. Sometimes I wish people would just open the hell up if they don't like someone, rather than being a two-faced douche.

But aside from that, I just hope that Saturday brings good bearings for me. I'm supposed to gank Tory fer the night to go to Sushi Blues with Linds, Fae, and I. Then again, I'm not even sure if we're going to eat at Sushi Blues or just get some sushi from Kroger's and eat at Stephen and Dan's again. :P Either or, I can't wait to hang out with everybody.

I also plan on working my Spidey chick comic. After reading the last four issues of Skottie Young's Legend of the Spider-Clan, I was really excited and inspired to put forth some effort into my comic. Just... need to work on a title first... ^_^;

Everything is swell in my life right now. I've loving friends even though I don't have many (which is hella better than nothing), I've got a car to do all kinds of escapades with, I'm really excited to look for another part-time (or full-time) job, and I'm actually hyped up to work on my comic again.

...I just need a little money. :P