What happened...

to that sarcastic asshole that even regardless of his doucheness, everyone still got along with him?
And of the big sweet red head and who would cheer you up when you looked down with his wit?
What even happened to that giggly artsy girl that got along with just about everybody and kept everyone in line?
Or even the guy that anyone could get along with, who in turn random people in Wally World would probably consider some Satanic freak?

And the two lovers who are no longer with us and got along with anybody and everybody?
Or even the chick, as much as she craves the attention and hearts of everyone around her?
Or even the witty artist who would appear reclusive at first, but in turn actually turn up to be the coolest guy you'd ever meet?

And what about the fag and the two best friends who constantly hung out and got along with that extraordinary group of friends that they all once were?

Before all of the deception,
before all of the greed and hate,
before we all judged and lied and cheated.

Even now that group still exists... but even now that group is no longer even sane. They no longer match up to expectations. They no longer help the least fortuante or hope for the best. The only thing that can really matter now are the memoirs that were once shared. Of what used to be. Of what could have been for years to come. These people were once called "friends." And now they're avoided at all costs.

...So here's to the nights we felt alive. Here's to the tears we knew we'd cry. Here's to goodbye to tomorrow, that has come by too soon.

As much as we can't stand each other, as much as we loath one or the other, and even as much as we hate each other for what we've done... I can at least give a thanks for actually experiencing a once-in-a-lifetime friendship with these amazing people who I used to call friends. Even though they may not be listening... at least I know how I feel, regardless of their caring level. For once I'm missing something that I used to enjoy so much. But it is better to have done so, than to have never experienced one before.

Even though you guys can't hear me.

Thank you.