I need some new friends.
Because it seems like the ones I currently do have in person, are either a) no longer affiliated with me, b) moving away and could care God damn less, or c) I no longer see them anymore for various reasons, or d) or well, the ones I do have is probably less than the amount of five and are either so very close to me, or are just, I guess, "friends."
I have many friends online. Most of which I'll probably never have a chance to meet in person. I envy my online life - as weird as it sounds. Not to say that I'm not satisfied with my current friends, but it feels like that I'm losing more and more, just losing contact with them, or they just don't care anymore.
I just feel lonely. Right now, it just feels like Lindsey is my only friend. The only person that will be right there if I'm dying or in some situation of dire need. The only person I can come to with my problems and someone who will be there when I need a friend.
Bleh.
It just kind of sucks.
Like she and I just need to move out of this town. It feels like we're the only ones who really seem to care about the shit that's going on around us. Like we really care for only each other. She's got her own friends, sure. But it seems to me that she feels that even they could really give shit less about her (Cough, Danielle.)
Linds, we need to leave this place (and get you a man.)
D:

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