All I really want is just a healthy, long-term relationship. Where I won't have the need or urges to feel insecure, where I can show it off to the world, and be strictly exclusive with one person and one person only.

I hate looking at other happy couples, and thinking, that they don't think about pursuing other people if they aren't satisfied with the person they have right now. I wish I could just be myself with a significant other and not worry about him looking for someone BETTER if I'm not up to his standards. I'm tired of feeling like I can never be up to par with what someone wants.