It's just another one of those journal entries where I want to shout out to someone so awesome and so special to me. Lately we've been talking a lot more, which I'm glad fer, since we went through this long-ass period of just...randomly not speaking to each for the longest time a while back, ROFL. Even though we only know each other through the internets, Petor has been, and will always be, right up there in my besterest friends list. Regardless of the interbutts, I'd say he's my best friend out of everyone I know online. Sounds silly, but I don't give a sheeeeaaahht. What we have is awesome. I feel special knowing that he can allow himself to open up to me and I to him. He's been in a hella rut lately, so I'm hoping to help me out with whatever mental issues he has going on inside that Danish muffin head of his. Whatever happens, I am glad to be there for him. :] What Peter and I have, I don't want to lose. I'm really glad to have such a great friend to be entrusted with..

I heart j0 big, Petor!!! :U!! <3

Edit:

Figured I would brag aboot Endar a bit moar, since this entry is basically dedicated to him. :]

I have few friends, far and in between, that I have known for at least two years or more (that I have yet to even meet in person, that is.) I could name of a couple; like maybe Jason I've known since the seventh grade, Steve, since I've known about my freshman year, and Kevin since about the sophomore year, and even Jaron, another great friend of mine, since I've known God knows how long. XD (Weird-ass sentence. D:) I've known Peter, well, as he would like to put it, about some two years, now. We met when I joined up the Samurai War fora (he got me using the Latin term for forum... :P), which was based off of the original Samurai War online text-based MMORPG.

He came off as sum serious dood when I first saw him up in the forums (as a matter of fact, everyone still sees him as this sErIoUs Danish muffin roflrofl); but it wasn't until one day he randomly IM'ed me (this was also the period when I had a mild crush on Eric, rofl) and we start up a chit chat conversation, since apparently, I dunno, I don't remember... maybe Endar can refresh my memory... rofl. Since then we had started to talk and eventually that summer when we met we grew feelings for each other. I still remember setting my speakers on high just so I can hear my "MOOOoOO~!" alert when he logged on at around ten in the A.M. ROFL. So many fond memories we had...

Then eventually when I quit the fora due to some kinda circumstances, later on down the road, it seemed to have changed a lot when I came back for a brief period of time. Then to find out that Peter finally found a new girlfriend named Emma, and how he also hardly posted on the forums anymore. Our conversations eventually grew seldom, and when we did talk it dried up within five minutes. Eventually, we stopped talking altogether.

A long-azz time went by, when we finally started up conversation again. Not only updating each other with our lives, but also finding ourselves opening up to each other more with things than we would with other folk. Then it occured to me, that out of all the people I had gotten to know how the entire Samurai War group (SW forums were like the second Enevo to me... ^_^; [Enevo being my first forum created by PJ back in the day when I first met Tim, Rich, PJ, Sonya, etc.]), Peter was the one who stuck with me in the end and was someone whom I could find trust and solace in. Peter is someone that I really hope to meet in the future, and I would prolly put a razor to myself if I never meet him. xD

A lot of people I know in real life would prolly thing I'm a weirdo for feeling this way and talking about someone on the internets that I have never met before. But to be honest, even though we do hit up chat with people online from time to time that we will probably never meet in our lives, there is always a human being behind that screen name - not some mechanically-generated bots created to entertain us, like SmarterChild... :] Even if they could be lying to us, and claiming they're this 17-year old hottie who is actually 55 with womens tits, they're still a person there...