Hey everyone, happy Easter!

Now that's said and done, it's time for a new entry, rofl.

Well, Tory and I are officially together... I think things will work out a lot better than they did last time. I guess we'll just have to see what happens in the near future. I think the dramatic bullshit is about over with... still getting over some things, but I just have to fight through it, I guess. Today he and I are going to his family get-together. I'm real nervous, since well, most of his side of the family (if not all) is Christian... ^_^; Those who know me know how hard this will be for me... XD

I've also been hardcore addicted to Ragnarok Online all over again. I've got four characters that I've been currently working on, but mostly on my Swordy, since she's nearing Job level 40, and well, it's taking FOREVER to get her there, since she is only nearing Job level 35... >_< Then she'll become a Crusader~! ^_^ I can't wait~

Ugh, and I know it's annoying when I do this, but you know, I can't help but talk about Steven from time to time. I dunno, I guess it's just one of those "hate to love/love to hate" situations, I dunno... I'm still a bit flustered about the conversation, but eh... shit happens, I guess. I think maybe someday he'll kind of straighten up a bit. And realize that I am not out to get him. Period. -_- But what's been weird as of late, is that I've been having a lot of dreams with him in it. Even before that fight he had with me. Even after the fight, in every dream, I'm really reluctant to acknowledge him when he just randomly shows up in the same vicinity as me. But somehow he just finds his way to me, as if nothing has ever happened. And we just get along like old friends. I keep telling myself, since I keep having these repeatitive dreams with him in them, to ask him, if he knows anything whatsoever about real-life Steven (I like Dream Steven more... >_<). I dunno... or maybe these dreams are just more than enough for me... I just still get worried when that time comes to where I'll never see or hear from him again and that we'll just lose all contact. That's the last thing that I want. ._. I just want to know that he'll always be around, just THERE, so I'll know that, I dunno, that he...he's still there or something, Rofl.