PS. Ahead of time - sorry about the novel. XDDD

Welp, as far as I can see it, things seem to be going pretty well. Today I'm finally getting my car, so it's going to be so awesome now that I get to go do my own laundry and shop whenever I want or get the munchies. XDDDD No moar walking in the colds fer me. XDjajajajaja SO awesome.

I'm really excited about next year, too! @3@ Linds, Fae, and I plan on going to the Anime Mid-Atlantic convention together - it's going to be hella!! And if everything goes accordion to plan, Dawid should be living here by now and he'll be coming with us, too. XDD Sonya has already bought a table on artist alley, and all four of us are going to do arts and sell some shat. It's going to be sooo awesome. ^_^ But either or, I'm still going to AMA by myself or not. :D But I think I know fer a fact that Linds will come with me. WOOOO.

I can't wait till I git my car. I'm going to pimp it up, first, with my ultra Green Day sticker to put on the back winder of my car (Tory says this is supposedly not pimping, but I like to think so. :P) I can't wait till I start driving it, because I really, really wanna take Linds and Jared (and maybe Tory, if he feels like it. :DD) to the Speedway in Lights in my car. ^_^ It would be so fun, and maybe eat at the Philidelphia Grill or O'Charley's for dinner. I've already told Linds and Jared about it, and of course, I know Linds will go. XDDD Just gotta convince Jared someway to go (if he feels safe enough in my car with me, ROFL.) God, I've missed Jared... ;_; Just ever since he left for ETSU we had hardly seen him in like, two thousand years... He and I actually randomly were on chat a coupla daiz ago, and it was nice talking to him, even though I mostly got "LOL's" or "YOU IDIOT." XDD It feels like me, Linds, and Jared are getting back to normal... it feels like I've got my old "groupies" again, and I am hella content with it, even though we might see him about every other weekend... ^_^; omfg Linds, Fae, and I might hang out this weekend, too. Fae is so awesome!! And she's... the epitomy of cute! *Happy tears.* Very few girls can pull off the whole kitty effects and the random cute Japanese phrases that she does... and it's so cute! With her and Linds around, I feel like I'm going to blow a cute load!! ROFLMFAO. Linds has told me about Fae and her lack of friends and I guess I could say in the trust department... but Fae is awesome. She kind of reminds me of a female Jared (minus the faggotry XD) - she's cute and fun and really sweet, but she can also be a smart ass and an asshole sometimes (I have yet to see her full asshole potential, ROFL. Being an asshole can be good sometimes! Apparently I can be one, or so Dawid says so, Rofl.)

Okay, that paragraph was getting too huge, ROFLMFAO.

But anyway, Linds said Fae wanted to hang out with us (come to think of it, I wonder if she really likes me? @3@ She likes Linds tho, that's for sure...) And the three of us want to introduce Fae's brother and his boyfriend to Jared. XD Jared would love those guys, they're so awesome! That night when we had our "sushi night" while watching... ack, wtf movie was that... uhm. I can't remember, ROFL. But before that, we were also watching some of Queen of the Damned and Dan talked to us about Anne Rice and how he actually conversed with her on the phone. o_o Both Steve and Dan are really awesome - Steve is artistic, and a good artist at that (still have yet to add him to my dA. xD) and Dan, well, at first glace he wouldn't even seem gay. xD Prolly because he and Steve aren't fags. ROFLMFAO. But they're ultra cool, and so was Fae's cousin. I really hope we all get to hang out again sometime, it was a blast.

It feels good to feel accepted into a group. I remembered reading one of Fae's away messages not too long ago, and went something along the lines of "I'm out in JC trying to handle some family problems... try giving me a call later or sometime - especially those of us who have a love of sushi!!" - <333 I still would love to get to know Fae some more, and it would be so awesome if I wound up having another femme best friend... XD I have very few female friends that I feel I can connect with. ^_^;

December's coming up, and I've gotta get some presents, too! @_@ Linds and Jared and I talked about whether if we should get each other gifts or not. Each year we never really do, but if we really wanted to, we could. ROFL. I'll just see how much my funds hold up. But I have a feeling I'll be getting them something. ^^; I'm definitely going to get Tory a Christmas gift, and since Steven is all about me not getting him anything, I'm going to get him a birthday gift. MUUUAHAHHAH LOOP HOLE - now you can't do anything about it, Streven. ROFLMFAO.

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Ugh. Also found the cable to my camera. @_@ I'm sooo happy I found that damn thing. Now I can take some new pics. :DDD

Ugh, I want to go apartment hunting, now~! @3@ Dawid keeps telling me that when he stops here on his adventure in the United States (he's also visiting JoJoJoJoJo over in Arizona, I think Betsy in California, if not, prolly his boss. ROFL. And sexy butt D up in Canadia - she's so awesome. ;_;) he wants me to help him go apartment hunting. So we're definitely going to do that. I really would love to get an apartment down in State Street... I see what work they've been doing on them and they look so grand. @_@ But I would love most, is to live together with Fae, Linds, and Jared (and maybe Dawid, if he's still living here, ROFL.) But either way, I'd love to live with my friends. ^_^ I would love nothing more than to wake up everyday and hearing Linds and Fae bitching at me for not cleaning up after myself and Jared sleeping the days away. Working at a bookstore and drawring with Dawid, taking road trips to Richymond to visit Sonya and friends, hanging out with everyone whenever I'm able to... ugh.

This sounds like the perfect life for me...

And I have a feeling that if I work hard enough to make it come true, I'm sure it'll happen. Just... takes time. @3@

Posted 11/30/2005 at 12:41 PM